After watching/listening to Joe's ramblings on 5-MeO-DMT, 4-HO-DMT and how we are all just "bacteria", I noticed a link to his reaction of the 2G1C (or TGOC) video. I remember enjoying these videos somewhat and after listening to Joe's ramblings I thought I could use some mindless, grotesque humor. I had no idea what I was getting into...
At the end this clip Joe insists that his friend, Brian, watch the PAIN Olympics. I thought, "what could be worse than poop and vomit and some tongue kissing?" so I started my search. It didn't take long. I watched it. Alone (which I also don't recommend). I will be brief with my description of what takes place because I feel my personal reaction is what I really want to get at. The video consists of 1 or 2 men performing acts of self mutilation which, from what I can tell, go far beyond repair (post-viewing I researched and found that the consensus feels this is all fabricated; I hope this is true). I felt sick. I gagged. I wanted to look away, but I couldn't. I dry heaved. I thought I would never be the same. I was puzzled with questions about why someone would do this to them self, what had brought me to a world that would allow this, how could anyone explain this to another human being. Then realized it was just a video. I have come accept that what I saw was fake. It has to be. Otherwise nothing is real. (It still makes me gag)

Something to clear your mind, or perhaps just mine.

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